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Higher Ground | Lyrics

By Ammie-Marie Littke

On Friday, March 10, 2023 @ 7:15 pm

Le capitaine de son destin
Le capitaine de son destin

Le capitaine de son destin

When they told me how to look
I always shifted my tie
And now I
Don’t try to save face

When they told me how to jump
I always asked, “How high?”
And now I
Fight for my name

It took a decade, maybe longer
To realize I was getting nowhere
What a maniacal scheme

So many years of broken promises
My time will come, just wait in line
A matrix of intentional deceit

PRE-CHORUS:
Everyone has an agenda to achieve
Best of intentions, hidden ambitions
There’s always a web to weave

CHORUS:
By and by, I’ll take the lead
Be the writer of my own story
All in all, I’d say I’ll be fine
Being a hero in my own journey
Don’t need a plan, don’t need a friend
I, I’m used to going without (by myself)
Born alone, die on my own
I, I got this all figured out (do I?)
The storm is breaking, ship might be shakin’
But I won’t let you bring me down
I’m the captain of my fate, oh, I know the way
Whoa, I’m moving up to higher ground

They always told me I was second best
Never the first choice, but
At least I
Learned to dance in the rain

They only let me get close enough to taste
Never take a bite, but
At least I
Nourished my timid brain

They only gave as good as they could get
Now I am fanning the flames
They have no apologies, no regrets
Won’t I, put them to shame
(PRE-CHORUS, CHORUS)

BRIDGE:
This world will never give
More than it will ever take
You’ll lose your mind, waste all your time
Tryin’ to make sense of the pain
It may take a minute, might be a lifetime
Before you see what you need to believe
You’ll never find fulfillment, be happy
Always working on someone else’s dream
(CHORUS)

OUTRO:
I’m the hero of my own story
Catch me on the rise, it’s my time
Try to stop me from finding glory
But it’s my turn to break the tide

ABOUT THIS WORK

Throughout most of my youth and young adult life, I've spent a lot of time always trying to make other people happy. All my efforts were shadowed by my unyielding hope that those same people may love, respect, or befriend me as a result.

Of course, that's not the way the world works. Giving everything you've got, all the time, without any return is a very selfless act, certainly... but it can build resentment - not only for towards who benefit the most, but against yourself, too.

With "Higher Ground" I recognize the faults in the journey that has got me to this point, and realize that it's on me to be the one to make a change in my own life, regardless of the wanting needs and desires of others.

For once, it's okay to be selfish... because at the end of it all, we're the ones we have to face in the mirror of reflection for our own lives.

Ammie-Marie

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